I've decided OFFICIALLY I'm gonna make my kid dance!!

This little girl was toooooooooo cute.
I hate comments that ppl make saying her parents are stupid for posting it & dumb shit...
It's not that fucking serious & they need to get a grip & a life.

Now here she is!



SHE BETTA WORK!!!!!!
She's too grown lmao

Charlie 2

This one's kinda funny.




that random ass spanish lmao da fuck?!

New Years Eve!

Soooooooooo down to the DAY of...we come up w/ a few things to do 2nite JUST in the nick(knick? lol) of time!! sheeeeeeeesh...cuz i refused to be at home drunk by myself & crying lookin at pics of last new years eve. lmmfao

With that being said. I hope that you all have a wonderful & SAFE new years eve. I hope I will & I can't wait to spend it with some of the best friends in the Universe =)

Happy Bday Jessica...

So last nite we had a get 2gether @ Jessica & Amelia's place.
It was all good til it got a little crowded.
Mind you, they live in an apt lol...
So Jessie's big bro came out here from Chico to celebrate with her (cuz its the big 2-1).
And all of a sudden...4 girls we don't know walk in & behind them was a high school friend so we thought they were with him...
These bitches drank the last of me & Jazz's Malibu!
I'm like oh hell no lol
Jessie's bro went to get more booze & that's when we find out the random girl's are his friends...
So they come back with more Malibu & 1 of them bought some Bacardi Hurricane (which was good I'm not gonna lie lol)
Anyway more ppl come...
& These 4 bitches are loud as fuck...
Amelia came and told every1 to quiet down (cuz the landlord came twice)
And they didn't...
So our friend Sabrina says to them to quiet down some & was like "u guys are at like maximum level" & we're all kinda laughin about it...
Thennn 1 of these stupid chicks says "wait, u wanna fight her?!?!" which isn't even close to what she said...smhSeveralTimes (3 out of the 4 of them were drunk)
& at that point I'm like ok I'm outta here...
I go 2 chill in Amelia's bedroom where they were smokin & shit & Amelia comes in talking about the girls & is like yea they're trynna fight ppl...
& I'm like who?? And she says Akeeba & them...
Akeeba's my bff fyi lol... & I'm close friends w/ like 4 other girls that were in there...
I got up so quick & these bitches r soooooo fuckin loud & all I see is Jessica shoving them out the door! & They're talkin all this shit...

Lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnger story short...
Cops came like 2 or 3 times
I thought I was gonna get arrested again lol
Jessie's bro took the wrap & they got a ticket for disturbing the peace.
FUCK THOSE BITCHES!!!!!
They fucked it up for every1
I wanna say fuck the police but considering we coulda been in way deeper shit than we were, Imma just keep that 1 to myself lol..

All I know is as soon as I heard somebody was trynna fight my girls I was up & outta that room w/ the quickness, honestly expecting to fight haha
& Some of u may know I been prayin to see a fight "I mean I literally been wakin up & praying to see a fight" lmmfao

Sooooo HAPPY 21st BDAY JESSIE!!!!
Hope it wasn't too horrific lol

Ok....

Sooooo let's see what can I say...
I'm on winter break...
JENN IS BACCCCCCCCK! Lol
(We still need to hang so we can discuss things! lol)
Umm I'm broke which sucks cuz I'm on break soooo I'm just bored all the time.
Got my Grades:
Three As a B & a D (fuckin anthro)
I've been accepted to CSULA.
But I'm waiting to hear from CSULB.
I had a dance show @ the beginning of the month.
All my friends came! =D I honestly couldn't have been happier
Finally they all got to see me dance
Some of them for the 1st time ever, some of them for the 1st time in a few years.
I think I pulled off my VERY FIRST SOLO pretty well...
At least everyone said they liked it lol
"You like me!...You really like me!" lmao

Ummmm on some other shit...
That lil problem I had...
Yeaaaaaaaaaaa...
Its turning into a clusterfuck.
(And that's not a chocolate bar filled w/ chocolate & fuck..nor nuggety fuck){Dane Cook lol}
& That's all I'm gonna say about that...

The new year is coming up...about 3-4 days to be exact...
Don't have any plans which is pretty saddening...
I'm thinkin its gonna end up being all the couples on their own
Then the singles bored @ home lol..
I'm tryin to be optomistic but I know how my life goes lol...
As far as I'm concerned, its not gonna beat last year...for more reasons than one
(& I'm not gonna get into them lol)
But all I know is...I don't have a new years resolution...I just have a few things I need to do...

1. Get shorty.....JK lol...idek y i said that lmao

ok seriously

1. Get my AA
2. Lose tons of weight
And that's all I'm praying for strength & self control for.

Everything else I'll just let flow cuz its all I can do.


One last thing...
To you...

Penso chi le'ami.




But what am I so afraid of?

Signing off =)

Adrianna The GREAT

Haven't Blogged In a Lonnnnnnnnnnng Time

Ummmmmm I might be back.
Got more shit to say
Haha. I know i neglected this shit for a while
But I ain't done so don't trip woday! lol

I'm on this mini laptop so I don't really have the strength to update you all on what's goin on in my world. Lol

But in the mean time.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS, LOVERS & FRIENDS!
Hope you enjoy.


_Dreez

Ok Jesse McCartney....

I will admit....I hated this guy before. But I'm into him now...I like the lil R&B transformation he's made....



Shouts to Lite for posting Jesse's lil Yahoo performance when he does "Buy You a Drank"!

So I'm not sayin this whole album goes hard lol
But he has gotten some cool producers for this 1 and writers too for that matter...
I suggest you listen to:

1. Leavin (not the version on this playlist tho its a lame acoustic version)
2. It's over! (I love that 1 man)
4. Into ya
6. Told You So
7. Relapse (eehhhh...still on the fence w/ this 1)

Ummmm yup that's all.

Peace Fuckers!

I miss JoJo

For some reason I feel this > than T-Pain's...

I think its cuz I'm fuckin sick to DEATH of that song!

I'm pretty convinced my nigga Todd has LOST IT!

hahahahahahahaha....
lmmfao....smh PUT THE CRACK DOWWWWWWWWWN!

LAUGHIN MY FUCKIN ASS OFFFFFFF

I love Justin mannnnnnn....

but 1st in case you haven't seen the real vid.....


nowwwww watch this shit...





AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. YESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!

Back to Red

I'm red again =)

hollaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

the bitch is crazy buuuuut

her songs r flippin DOPE....

BARACK OBAMA

HE DID ITTTTTTT

OMMFgoodness

I CAN'T DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL
SO PROUD
SO ANXIOUS
SO EXCITED



ONE OF THEEEEEEEEEEEEE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE HANDS DOWN!
I AM A PART OF HISTORY.



stay tuned for more when I can really gather my thoughts....

Ay Dog....Lemme Get a Snow Blizzard LMMFAO

THIS SHIT WAS FUNNY FOR NO FUCKING REASON! This fool was goin so hard!Annnnnnd this nigga is fine for no reason lol

THE BEST!!

Ok so #1 I fucking love this song!!! its like the story of my life lol....

#2 michael fuckin GETS OFFFFFFFF on the breakdown

this is like the best performance lol

So its not working....

So I'm trying to stop liking this person & so far, no good.
I guess its my own fault.
I've realized I have a flirtation problem.
Like I keeeeeep on flirting.
So I'm leading them on I think....
Which is bad, cuz I wanna be pushing them away.
Shit shouldn't be this damn difficult.



Then I started thinking of this other person....
And thought of the Jackson 5 song "I Wanna Be Where You Are".....
Just the two lines:

"Can it be I stayed away too long?
Did I leave your mind when I was gone?"

And sadly but truthfully, I think its right to say I did leave their mind.
Sucks. I don't know what I was thinking to begin with. Shoulda left that one alone.
Who knows how long it'll take me to be completely through with them....


I need to leave both of em alone really lol.
Just completely say fuck it.
Try and get over em like I had to do with every other nigga I couldn't get with lol.
How fucking sad.
I'm not even looking for a bf.
But shit I just wanna like someone that likes me back. (and I know it!) {and there's no conflict!}
Is that so much to ask?
I'm tired of the dipshits, assholes, unavailable, too young, too old, unreachable cause they're famous, don't want a gf at the moment, or just plain lame ass dudes.
Yes, that was one hell of a list.
But I'm on a rant here so bare with me.
It sucks that I think the one I shouldn't like is the one I should which makes no sense unless you know lol.
FUCK.
Fuck it!
I'm gonna move.....to like Puerto Rico, Canada, NY, Spain, or Japan.
The only way to solve your problems is to run away from them! lmao
Ok I'm kidding but damn.......I hope things work out for the best....


Signing off.

Soooooooo this is "mind bottling"

I've been havin issues w/ this big dilemma.....

well 1st of all....I had this dream that the person I'm talkin to was talkin to some other chick who was basically a replica of me which I finally came to realize is probably some metaphor for me fighting against myself on some stuff & competing against myself (kinda sounds weird) anyway....


So nowwwwwwwww......I have this problem becuz I've come to the conclusion that I like someone that I shouldn't.....Like I really can't....but hopefully its just another one of those phases I go thru....But if its, not idk wtf I'm gonna do......I know y I like them....and what draws me to them....which is what makes me believe its one of my lil mini crush episodes.....

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESH...

Idk man.....

Viva Las Vegas!

So my mom had given me this idea ealier this summer....but me, Ron, Jazz & Ell talked about it on Tuesday....one of those parking lot nights lol...

Anyway....we're hitting La Vegas for winter break of next year, 2009!
Shit's gonna be the bomb...
Me & Jazz think we should do a party bus so no one has to drive. And we can all just go hard w/out actually having to go home lmao....
We'll all be 21 by then (sheeesh seems so far away) Soooooo legal drinks for everyone!!!!! You know how WEEEEE do it lol...
So its like 400 days away...but I'm geeked anyway!
Now that the idea is in place...we just gotta actually get niggas to participate!
Cuz ppl be trynna act like they don't wanna party lol

I plan on drinking very heavily.
I'm talkin bout some-wake up to a shot, go to sleep to a shot type shit...
Like drunk on the way there & on the way back lmao.



So here's to you Vegas, may you be all you're cracked up to be!

Here's Ollie Williams with your blacky weather report...Ollie?...

IT'S HOT AS FUCK!!!!!!





Thanks, Ollie.

Happy Mood

So my brand spankin new sk got here today. I'm happy.

But I'm still mad my shit got stolen lol...

Goin to carissa's bday thing later on.....

Funny just a year & a half ago I wanted to beat the shit out of her....
But hey life goes on. You forgive....but you never forget.


Here's 1 of my fav choreographers Gigi Torres. Philipino chick outta Irvine, CA. She's dope as FUCK! I actually learned this routine in the video when she taught at Debbie Reynolds back in like July. That shit was harrrrrrrd and I knew it would be. But fun nonetheless....I held my own lol

My Idol....

So i just got suuuuuuuper emo watchin these live performances & decided to remind myself of the 1st artist who made me want to sing.......

i'm not gonna give u the cliche & say mariah, whitney, stevie blah blah blah

its Aaliyah....& here's a reason why....

Todd's Questions....

So I was on Todd's blog & he asks a few questions that I'd like to answer....

"-In what ways has hip hop changed and/or saved your life?(both good and bad)


-What Is True Love in your mind? Does It Even Exist?


-When are you proud of your race/culture? When does your race/culture embarass you?


-Why is it soooooo hard out here for a pimp?? lmao j/k (unless you really want to answer that lol)"

He had one about Black ppl being so divided and somethin somethin but I didn't feel like thinkin of some politcal cultural genius answer so i picked the easier ones lol...



#1....Hip-Hop has channnnged my liiiiiiiiiife...Well let's see....before I had decided to be a choreographer...I wanted to be a fasion designer, probably because my sister was one...And one day my mom pointed out to me that I really didn't draw that much and she noticed that every time music was on I couldn't sit still and that maybe dancing was more my thing...and just like a MOM she was right...lol...I had been makin up shit for who knows how long...I realized that my favorite style was indeed HIP-HOP! And I'm good at it...I know I'm good cuz ppl tell me I am..unless I've been lied to for all these years lol...anyway Hip-Hop dancing has brought me closer to the music & the culture....So instead of being a WACK, broke fashion designer....I'm a BROKE, yet talented Hip-Hop choreographer lol

#2....Oh true love...So hard to define. Well my definition of true love is....man...this is really makin me think pretty hard lol...Ummmm. I'd say its knowing someone inside and out. Loving them no matter what which is REALLY hard. Accepting them as your lover and you family. Realizing that they aren't perfect and not giving a fuck. Not trying to change them but changing WITH them or at least compromising. Communicating even when u don't want to. Not being able to see anyone in your future but them...That's all I have on it so far....If i'm still blogging whenever I find it...I'll let u know how it is.......

#3....I'm proud of my race when they are making big positive moves in their lives. I'm not really talkin about the ppl in the entertainment business but the entrepreneurs who start from the ground up to make their lives better for themselves, their families and their communities. I am embarassed when i see shit like "soulja girl" on youtube...that bitch was ridiculous haha

#4....Mannnnnnnnnn it be hard for a pimp cuz hoes don't be workin hard enough in these streets mayne. And since the recession niggas ain't makin enough money to pay for the high quality hoes so now we gotta lower the prices LMFAO....JK!!!!!!


Hope I answered them well enough Todduler......I just made that nickname up lol

So.....

I just got home from filing my police report....

I really didn't wanna have to do that buuuuuuuuut

in order to file claims w/ t-mobile its a requirement soooooooo

hopefully i'll be able to get my new LX for FREE.99 since I DO have insurance on it....

Hope for the best...

Never been a fan of the "fuzz" lol but the one who took my report was super cool...thanks dude haha

My SK LX was stolen today....

And here's what i have to say....

WOWWWWWWWW....I SWEAR ON MY OWN MUTHAFUCKIN GREATNESS IF I FIND THE PIECE OF SHIT WHO TOOK MY SHIT I'M FUCKIN THEM UUUUUP. No fuckin lie....Its not even like me to trust ppl but I'm busy trynna b professional and u have the fuckin audacity to take my shit? if i EVER find out who the fuck it was its an automatic deck to the face. fuck a consequence we can get the fuck down. i don't give a FUCK if ur a bitch or a dude, i'll fuckin square up with ANYBODY for disrespectin me...

I promise I'm not a banger neither do i condone it....but let me find out who the hell it was and my fam on BOTH sides of the rag can come n get it....

Like yall know me I don't even talk like that...
I don't even fight & shit....

But foreal???? I'm teachin choreography and somebody wants to steal my fuckin kick???
are we in fuckin COLLEGE or 10th grade?????

All i'm sayin is don't let a brown LX show up in that fuckin class in any of the hands of the ppl I remember seein cuz it will go down.

Its not even so much that i'm so caught up in bein materialistic cuz i DO have another fone....

Its just a muthafuckin violation of my space, property, & trust.

Let this be known....I am NOT someone to be pushed to the edge...

And i DARE somebody to come at me foul for the rest of the day & in that class in general.......it'll be fuckin over for them w/out them even knowin.

I'm in the middle of performing....

A B&E......................



ON MY OWN MUTHAFUCKIN HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For the like 10th time in my life....

LMAO....so listen to this fuckin story....

For those of you who don't know....our garage is more like an office...
So i'm out here on the computer lalala laughing at shit on youtube, checkin the networks blah blah blah.....i decide...oh let me see if i can make a copy of the dance show real quick (since i never remember to ask my brother) and so i go to the patio door.....annnnnd its locked.....

so let's talk about this door....
its one of those doors where it can be unlocked on the inside but locked on the outside at the same time....and even though i know that....the door is hard to get used to so like a regular fuckin door....i open the shit...don't think to check if its locked on the outside and head on to the garage....

I've done this many times...only difference is...someone's usually there to open it for me...

so after access was denied lol i go to my brother's door (it leads outside too) and i'm like oh lord please be unlocked...(because manyatimes it is) annnnnnnd of course this time....it isn't...and i'm like damn i wonder if dad's still home...i look out the gate annnnnnd his car is gone....didn't even know the nigga left....so immediately i'm like fuck.....time for a B&E....go to the patio room windows and i'm like....shit i can't fuck these up or it'll be my life lol....then i'm like i guess i gotta try my room....

now let's talk about my room windows......they're fuckin TINY...like skinny...realistically...i know my big cow ass can't fit through...at least not easily but i was gonna try and fuck w/ it anyway cuz i ain't trynna be outside all day long lol....

so my room window is CLOSED....so i try to open it from the outside for about 5 mins w/ all kinds of crazy tatics annnnnd i take a closer look and NO MUTHERFUCKING WONDER i can't get in it.....the latch is completely closed so i can't open the shit....

so that's when i decided to take a break and tell this hilarious, riduculous, humiliating story.... so after i recollect myself i'm gonna:

1st see if my dad is back home
2nd see if i can fuck w/ the patio windows w/out ruining them (i hope so cuz those are easy to get through [but please don't try n come break in my house lmao])
and if it comes down to it...
3rd call my dad & see what time he'll be back so i can get back in the damn house


well.....wish me luck lmfao

Signing off...

CAN I HA' YO NUMBA???? But don't get crazy!!

LMMFAOOOOOOOO.....shouts to Lite for this 1st 1!

I can't stop laughin.....AND HE WASN'T DONE!!!!!

LMMFAO...U got a b-friend? a b-friend???...A boyfriend...U got a boyfriend?!?! hahaha

Now....Welcome to King Burger where we can do it yo way but DON'T get crazy! Rude! lmao



COM-E-DYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

All I do is watch choreography on youtube...

LMAO @ the end of the last 1...

This dude is ill....I had to keep editin the post just to add the other videos after I found em, which was after I posted this lol

So I Was Just Thinking...

A close friend of mine recently lost his uncle.

And I sure do miss mine...even though I have others...

It's been almost 3 yrs and its still tough seeing my aunt w/out him. Or not being at his house for 4th of July or just plain going to his house without him being there...

Well my dude. You are a strong young man and I'm absolutely positive you can get through it with your fam & with the help of your friends cuz we love u!

You Know What's BOMB?!

ATHLETES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Like damn I can't stress how much I love basketball and football players....
I could rock w/ baseball players too lol...
Like OMG...they're the bomb! lol

What is it about it you ask???

Hmmmmmmm let's see...I'll try and list some stuff....

• That SWAGGGGGGGGG......its amaaaaaazing...I'm like a swag addict! And they are my supplierssssss lol
• Those BODS.....nuff said
• Accomplishment-GOOD atheletes are preferred lol...that seems mean...but its honest lol
• Skill & finesse is awesome
• Competitiveness is sexy....their drive to win!! OH YESSSSSSSS
• Popularity...People know and love them...its cool......til it gets outta hand lol & it can't go to his head...
• Height....I don't really do the whole short thing....I'm short enough on my own lol...if I put on heels & he's still taller, he's good then lol (kinda superficial I know...but I'm just keepin it 100 haha)
• Some can play more than one sport....multitalented...that's hot!

I wouldn't say those are in a specific order of dopeness...but you catch my drift.

I gotta marry an athelete......He doesn't even have to be pro man....money is nice but that's not what I'm into them for haha although.......

That is a plus lmao....jk jk jk

I like to referr to them as the future loves of my life =)

They're pretty DOPE in my book lol

Reporting Live Via Sidekick

So I was listening to "Dear Summer" by none other than my favorite rap artist: JAY-Z! And I thought about how weak this summer has been.....and I brought the beat back and came up with this...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear summer,

You let me down
There were too many frowns
Not as many laughs
As you brought in the past
Things aint the same
08 is pretty lame
Missin 07 and its a shame
We expected too much
I was in such a rush
For you to get here
And now I don't even care
With a few weeks left I hope u redeem
Yourself, cuz ur the dullest since I turned 18
And well, all I can do is wait for the next
Summer 08 is remembered but it won't be missed.

-Yours truly

I'm on a fuckin bloggin rolllle bitch!

Ok, so I know I said he makes me sick...But this isn't necesarily for him. lol I wrote this about a week or two ago so that was a coincidence lol. Besides....my poetry is always an extreme perspective of something I'm feeling about something or someone. So don't get all hyped up haha.

Title: Ill Therapy
By: ANM

I don't know what it is but...you make me sick.....
I'm talkin runny nose, coughin, sneezin
Sore throat, watery eyes, weezin
Headaches so bad, can't sleep
Weak stomach-no appetite, can't eat
In bed all day
Can't walk no way
Called off work then had to miss school
But I've never seen influenza look this cool
Vitamin C and chicken soup
Drinking plenty of water and orange juice
Trying to get better but nothing's getting through
And it must have something to do with you.
No matter what kind of medicine I decide to take
Your sickness is still too hard to shake
So basically I'm saying you're ILL
And who in their right mind would want to take a pill
To cure something that can feel so great
You sicken me
I wouldn't have it any other way

.....Immediately

NOW......This summer sucks because...

1. I'm single at a time when no1 else is....LAME! this is one of the FEW times being single bothers me.
2. I'm not drinking enough. As HORRIBLE as that may sound....I've come to terms with my alcoholism and decided to embrace it lol
3. I'm single and I want him.
4. I've been home on way too many weekend nights.
5. I'm single.
6. People aren't having as many functions as they used to.
7. I'm not living up to my own expectations.
8. I need more money to do what I want.
9. Its so boring but its moving too fast.
10. I wanna spend more time with him.


From August 1st 1:00 pm to September 2nd 8:00 am I'm on complete fucking vacation. I have one whole month to step it up sooooo


"Let's put a smile on that face!"

To Be Continued.....

Soooooo let's get into how I thought this was gonna be a supercalifragilisticexpialidocious summer annnnnnd...its NOT. I have a list of a few reasons as to why....I'll get to that in another blog...In the mean time let's explore why its not so bad.....

1st: June was filled with the excitement of younger friends heading off to prom and graduating (finally lol). My lil sis culminated from middle school and is headed to ALEXANDER HAMILTON HIGH SCHOOL ACADEMY OF MUSIC (WHOOP WHOOP!!) She had a lil graduation party and I noticed that I'm pretty short cuz most of her friends (and including her) are taller than me.......what the fuck were they feeding the children born in 94?!?! Thennnn Jenn had a dope kickback at her crib. TIU! I got some "cupcaking" done lol. OHHHHHH YEAHHHH. haha.... Visited the BFFs in San Bern for 3 days. It was a nice get away!

2nd: July is the greatest month ever because it is the month in which I, Adrianna(The Great) Nicole Mason, was born. On the 17th of July year 1988 to be exact lol. I started back at work at the beginning of the month. Then my bday came along and I went to the cheesecake factory and had a party that weekend and it wasn't quite what I wanted but still turned out pretty good. I finally got to take a Gigi Torres class! SHIT WAS BOMB!

3rd: Two of the ILLEST movies.. The Dark Knight and Step Brothers finally came out. I went to see it with him. Heath Ledger really did a fantasmical job on the Joker role. "Why so serious?".... Fuckin Will Ferell and John C Riley are comical geniuses. "This is how we do it!" lol....

And about him...He makes me freakin sick...He's always arguing and fuckin tellin me when I shoulda went through yellow (almost red) lights. He reclines the passenger seat and leaves it that way cuz he says its "his seat". He says stuff that gets on my friggin nerves. He's so damn difficult....but.......I love the challenge. And THAT'S why I like him...why the hell else would I put up with his shit?!?! I know you're reading that saying "awwwwwww that's cuuute" (cough cough JENNIFER cough cough)....and you know what...


You're damn right it is.

Reporting to you live via sidekick lol

Have u ever realized just how amazing music is?? Some of u say music is ur life...but I don't think u realize just how beautiful it is....if ur some1 who raps or sings or dances and u can't sit and appreciate a classical orchestra performance....then music is not ur life...rapping, singing, or dancing is, not *music* itself. If ur some1 who is a "producer" or an aspiring 1....try learning how to play real instruments so that u can be an actual composer b4 u proclaim urself as a music producer ...so b4 u all confess ur undying love for music....understand its importance 1st and learn to be eclectic.



-when I was born the doctor shot heroin up my veins and I've been dope ever since-

I am a Hip-Hop Fan....

Here's a lil "ode to hip-hop" i wrote in like 05' holla if ya hear me lol...

Hip Hop is a culture that inspires everything from media to commercial, to sports and education. A magical blend of attitude, strength, personality, soul and determination. If you take the time to listen, you will realize it ain't always fun and for some it may require concentration. And the culture is so serious, that i can guarantee it will continue to take over the whole entire nation. Hip Hop ain't for everybody, only the ones who are open and understanding, but be sure to come correct with your game because the public can be demanding. So remember while you listen to your radio and when your watching your TV, Hip Hop will be the most exhilarating thing you that you will hear, feel and see.

Word Up! lol

I'm Dreezy...I write...

This is something I wrote last year (1/24/07 to be exact lol...I dated it). It doesn't apply to anyone now...but has it ever? maybe...maybe not! "i'll never tellll" lol....


Not the One to Say It

See everybody knows that I’m not the one to say it.
Cause damn it, love is just way too complicated.
So instead of “I love you”, I tease “you get on my nerves!”
But quite honestly I feel that my love’s too much for words.
Just listening to you is amazing and your smile is captivating.
You would think that the guy is the one who runs the game,
Lets not forget that when we met, I asked for your name.
From time to time I bat my eyes and flip my hair,
In hopes that I can get just one stare…from you.
Now everyone knows that I’m not the one to say it.
Cause being in love is just too damn complicated.
So I throw jokes around just to hear you laugh.
And hope that one day this week you’ll cross my path.
And even if you’re not around, you’re probably on my mind.
What do I mean probably? Cause you are all of the time.
I wonder what you’re doing at random points of the day.
As I pray I ask God to make sure you’re okay.
Friends tell me I’m in love and I guess I’d have to say…its true.
Though I thought I would never be the one to say it,
Since being in love with someone is too complicated.
I love you even more than I imagined I could.
Though I haven’t told you yet, I think I probably should.
But instead, I wrote this shit down hoping that you’d find it and read it
At the same time hoping that nobody else would ever see it.
I don’t like putting my feelings out on the line.
I would rather prevent rejection and hold on to my pride.
But I suppose its time to grow up and release the feelings inside…that I have for you.
I never thought that I would ever be the one to say,
That I love you even more than I did yesterday
And since today is another new day
I can only consider that tomorrow is a day away
Which means my love for you will continue to grow
And I don’t care how much I used to hate to say it
I love you, I love you, I love you
And I don’t give a damn if its complicated.



=). Hope you enjoyed!

Soooo....I guess I'll go ahead and update haha...

Here I am.....
Its 08...
That's wassup...lol


sooooo what is there to say....

I like this year so far mos def....

I brought in the new year riiiiiiiggghhhhhhttt in so many ways lmao....
I'm makin money....
Cool classes....
Singin back up for RAQUEL! (www.myspace.com/raquelmusic.com)
Might start recording.....just as a new hobby...why waste talent??
Ummm I like someone new....he's lowkey the bizz....probably the most random situation ever though lol....
Let go of a few things...
Got a new hair color....its red....lol
Enhanced my swagg....then again....it was pretty mean already lol.....
I think that's all I can think of for now...but considering its only mid-February...that's quite a bit I'd say haha


-When I was born, the doctor shot heroin up my veins...I've been dope ever since...-