So its not working....

So I'm trying to stop liking this person & so far, no good.
I guess its my own fault.
I've realized I have a flirtation problem.
Like I keeeeeep on flirting.
So I'm leading them on I think....
Which is bad, cuz I wanna be pushing them away.
Shit shouldn't be this damn difficult.



Then I started thinking of this other person....
And thought of the Jackson 5 song "I Wanna Be Where You Are".....
Just the two lines:

"Can it be I stayed away too long?
Did I leave your mind when I was gone?"

And sadly but truthfully, I think its right to say I did leave their mind.
Sucks. I don't know what I was thinking to begin with. Shoulda left that one alone.
Who knows how long it'll take me to be completely through with them....


I need to leave both of em alone really lol.
Just completely say fuck it.
Try and get over em like I had to do with every other nigga I couldn't get with lol.
How fucking sad.
I'm not even looking for a bf.
But shit I just wanna like someone that likes me back. (and I know it!) {and there's no conflict!}
Is that so much to ask?
I'm tired of the dipshits, assholes, unavailable, too young, too old, unreachable cause they're famous, don't want a gf at the moment, or just plain lame ass dudes.
Yes, that was one hell of a list.
But I'm on a rant here so bare with me.
It sucks that I think the one I shouldn't like is the one I should which makes no sense unless you know lol.
FUCK.
Fuck it!
I'm gonna move.....to like Puerto Rico, Canada, NY, Spain, or Japan.
The only way to solve your problems is to run away from them! lmao
Ok I'm kidding but damn.......I hope things work out for the best....


Signing off.