Never imagined...

That I would be this affected by MJ's death but I've seriously been melancholic for the past few days. Watching nothing but his videos, listening to his music. Cried a few times. I didn't realize that I was this big of a fan until now unfortunately. Its just really hard to believe he's gone this early...he's inspired me more than I could've imagined & I strongly believe in my heart that he will NEVER be out done. I want to thank him for the doors he opened for many others & for what he brought to the industries. My dancing wouldn't be what it is without him. I pray for his family and children because I know it was hard enough for them as it was....

As much as I would love to make a tribute dance to him, I'm not sure I could ever create and develop a piece that would do him justice....but who knows, there may be one dedicated to him...

again...R.I.P. Michael Jackson...I aspire to be half as great of a performer as you were.

I never even imagined I'd be this emotional about it...

RIP to MJ.
An UNBELIEVEABLE influence on my dance/choreography/performing.
I never thought I'd see the day that he'd leave this earth.
& I never expected to drop a few tears until I realized how even I have modeled my style of dance after him and the impact he's had on my idols in the music industry & in dance industry.
I hate that the news was so disrespectful to show discuss his legal issues right after announcing his death. I felt that it was unfair to him, his family & fans. But that's how they do...they said all of that before they could remind us of all his great accomplishments.
Foreal man this is one of those days where you have to remember NOT to take ANYTHING for granted. Not friends, family, health, MUSIC. Nothing. I love ALL my peeps and I hate that it always takes a death for me to remember to say it.

This vid marks how amazing I believed him to be...I have NEVER seen a robot so sick..bump the moonwalk. He gets OFFFFFFFFF when they performed "Dancing Machine"

I Wonder If It Even Makes a Difference to Try...

Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5


FUCKS WIT IT.

Live From MLK JR. Elem.

I"m at work hidin so I don't have to do shit. lol Sittin here at the computer w/ Jazz watchin vids & listenin to music on MTV.com...the lil radio I'm listenin to is playin "Slow Motion" by Juvenile LMFAO. Random shit! And they're in here playin GUITAR HERO! Niggas don't care around here lmao. I lowkey wanna play tho lol...

Anyway....Today's the last day & its pretty bittersweet for a number of reasons. Let's start with the sweet lol...I'm so over those damn kids so I'm glad I'll get a cool lil rest from em. Also...I don't have to wake up early & shit to go to work. Now bitter...the teacher I work for is leavin the school & goin to teach at Bright Elem. & I'm sadddddd =(. Now who am I gonna TA for??? haha No but seriously its not gonna be the same at all. Also...I don't have a summer yob! Sooooo unless I find somethin this is gonna be a wack ass summer...and its supposed to be fucking BOMB! I TURN 21 IN 25 DAYS for fucks sake! sheesh!!!!

I ain't goin to summer school. No job...I can't be sittin on my ass all summer...So me & talia started a lil work out plan...buuuuuuut what am I supposed to do besides that?! Suggestions?

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Now to go off onto a diff tangent real quick....
I feel like if you treat ppl reasonably....soon enough they'll feel wack for being that way...
& If they don't......MIDDLE FINGER. Cuz u can only do it for so long before its just ridiculously unbearable.
So for now...imma just LOVE...cuz really...that's what I'm good at.

PEACE.

Only my 100th blog...This one's for Jenn & Todd LMAO

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Yea mannnnnnnnnn

LAKERS!!!!!!!

GOOD FUCKIN JOB DUDES!
YOU WORKED HARD ALL YEAR & PUSHED IT TO THE LIMIT.
IT'S BEEN A BOMB WEEKEND & YALL READY TOPPED IT OFF!

THE BEGINNING OF A GREAT SUMMER!




PEACE!

MOTIVIZE, PULVERIZE & REALIZE!

Thisssssssssss nigga Charlie Murphy is a damn fool!