Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Ay Dog....Lemme Get a Snow Blizzard LMMFAO

THIS SHIT WAS FUNNY FOR NO FUCKING REASON! This fool was goin so hard!Annnnnnd this nigga is fine for no reason lol


Sunday, October 26, 2008

THE BEST!!

Ok so #1 I fucking love this song!!! its like the story of my life lol....

#2 michael fuckin GETS OFFFFFFFF on the breakdown

this is like the best performance lol

So its not working....

So I'm trying to stop liking this person & so far, no good.
I guess its my own fault.
I've realized I have a flirtation problem.
Like I keeeeeep on flirting.
So I'm leading them on I think....
Which is bad, cuz I wanna be pushing them away.
Shit shouldn't be this damn difficult.



Then I started thinking of this other person....
And thought of the Jackson 5 song "I Wanna Be Where You Are".....
Just the two lines:

"Can it be I stayed away too long?
Did I leave your mind when I was gone?"

And sadly but truthfully, I think its right to say I did leave their mind.
Sucks. I don't know what I was thinking to begin with. Shoulda left that one alone.
Who knows how long it'll take me to be completely through with them....


I need to leave both of em alone really lol.
Just completely say fuck it.
Try and get over em like I had to do with every other nigga I couldn't get with lol.
How fucking sad.
I'm not even looking for a bf.
But shit I just wanna like someone that likes me back. (and I know it!) {and there's no conflict!}
Is that so much to ask?
I'm tired of the dipshits, assholes, unavailable, too young, too old, unreachable cause they're famous, don't want a gf at the moment, or just plain lame ass dudes.
Yes, that was one hell of a list.
But I'm on a rant here so bare with me.
It sucks that I think the one I shouldn't like is the one I should which makes no sense unless you know lol.
FUCK.
Fuck it!
I'm gonna move.....to like Puerto Rico, Canada, NY, Spain, or Japan.
The only way to solve your problems is to run away from them! lmao
Ok I'm kidding but damn.......I hope things work out for the best....


Signing off.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Soooooooo this is "mind bottling"

I've been havin issues w/ this big dilemma.....

well 1st of all....I had this dream that the person I'm talkin to was talkin to some other chick who was basically a replica of me which I finally came to realize is probably some metaphor for me fighting against myself on some stuff & competing against myself (kinda sounds weird) anyway....


So nowwwwwwwww......I have this problem becuz I've come to the conclusion that I like someone that I shouldn't.....Like I really can't....but hopefully its just another one of those phases I go thru....But if its, not idk wtf I'm gonna do......I know y I like them....and what draws me to them....which is what makes me believe its one of my lil mini crush episodes.....

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESH...

Idk man.....

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Viva Las Vegas!


So my mom had given me this idea ealier this summer....but me, Ron, Jazz & Ell talked about it on Tuesday....one of those parking lot nights lol...

Anyway....we're hitting La Vegas for winter break of next year, 2009!
Shit's gonna be the bomb...
Me & Jazz think we should do a party bus so no one has to drive. And we can all just go hard w/out actually having to go home lmao....
We'll all be 21 by then (sheeesh seems so far away) Soooooo legal drinks for everyone!!!!! You know how WEEEEE do it lol...
So its like 400 days away...but I'm geeked anyway!
Now that the idea is in place...we just gotta actually get niggas to participate!
Cuz ppl be trynna act like they don't wanna party lol

I plan on drinking very heavily.
I'm talkin bout some-wake up to a shot, go to sleep to a shot type shit...
Like drunk on the way there & on the way back lmao.



So here's to you Vegas, may you be all you're cracked up to be!

Wednesday, October 1, 2008