Thursday, July 31, 2008

I'm on a fuckin bloggin rolllle bitch!

Ok, so I know I said he makes me sick...But this isn't necesarily for him. lol I wrote this about a week or two ago so that was a coincidence lol. Besides....my poetry is always an extreme perspective of something I'm feeling about something or someone. So don't get all hyped up haha.

Title: Ill Therapy
By: ANM

I don't know what it is but...you make me sick.....
I'm talkin runny nose, coughin, sneezin
Sore throat, watery eyes, weezin
Headaches so bad, can't sleep
Weak stomach-no appetite, can't eat
In bed all day
Can't walk no way
Called off work then had to miss school
But I've never seen influenza look this cool
Vitamin C and chicken soup
Drinking plenty of water and orange juice
Trying to get better but nothing's getting through
And it must have something to do with you.
No matter what kind of medicine I decide to take
Your sickness is still too hard to shake
So basically I'm saying you're ILL
And who in their right mind would want to take a pill
To cure something that can feel so great
You sicken me
I wouldn't have it any other way

.....Immediately

NOW......This summer sucks because...

1. I'm single at a time when no1 else is....LAME! this is one of the FEW times being single bothers me.
2. I'm not drinking enough. As HORRIBLE as that may sound....I've come to terms with my alcoholism and decided to embrace it lol
3. I'm single and I want him.
4. I've been home on way too many weekend nights.
5. I'm single.
6. People aren't having as many functions as they used to.
7. I'm not living up to my own expectations.
8. I need more money to do what I want.
9. Its so boring but its moving too fast.
10. I wanna spend more time with him.


From August 1st 1:00 pm to September 2nd 8:00 am I'm on complete fucking vacation. I have one whole month to step it up sooooo


"Let's put a smile on that face!"

To Be Continued.....

Soooooo let's get into how I thought this was gonna be a supercalifragilisticexpialidocious summer annnnnnd...its NOT. I have a list of a few reasons as to why....I'll get to that in another blog...In the mean time let's explore why its not so bad.....

1st: June was filled with the excitement of younger friends heading off to prom and graduating (finally lol). My lil sis culminated from middle school and is headed to ALEXANDER HAMILTON HIGH SCHOOL ACADEMY OF MUSIC (WHOOP WHOOP!!) She had a lil graduation party and I noticed that I'm pretty short cuz most of her friends (and including her) are taller than me.......what the fuck were they feeding the children born in 94?!?! Thennnn Jenn had a dope kickback at her crib. TIU! I got some "cupcaking" done lol. OHHHHHH YEAHHHH. haha.... Visited the BFFs in San Bern for 3 days. It was a nice get away!

2nd: July is the greatest month ever because it is the month in which I, Adrianna(The Great) Nicole Mason, was born. On the 17th of July year 1988 to be exact lol. I started back at work at the beginning of the month. Then my bday came along and I went to the cheesecake factory and had a party that weekend and it wasn't quite what I wanted but still turned out pretty good. I finally got to take a Gigi Torres class! SHIT WAS BOMB!

3rd: Two of the ILLEST movies.. The Dark Knight and Step Brothers finally came out. I went to see it with him. Heath Ledger really did a fantasmical job on the Joker role. "Why so serious?".... Fuckin Will Ferell and John C Riley are comical geniuses. "This is how we do it!" lol....

And about him...He makes me freakin sick...He's always arguing and fuckin tellin me when I shoulda went through yellow (almost red) lights. He reclines the passenger seat and leaves it that way cuz he says its "his seat". He says stuff that gets on my friggin nerves. He's so damn difficult....but.......I love the challenge. And THAT'S why I like him...why the hell else would I put up with his shit?!?! I know you're reading that saying "awwwwwww that's cuuute" (cough cough JENNIFER cough cough)....and you know what...


You're damn right it is.

Monday, May 5, 2008

Reporting to you live via sidekick lol

Have u ever realized just how amazing music is?? Some of u say music is ur life...but I don't think u realize just how beautiful it is....if ur some1 who raps or sings or dances and u can't sit and appreciate a classical orchestra performance....then music is not ur life...rapping, singing, or dancing is, not *music* itself. If ur some1 who is a "producer" or an aspiring 1....try learning how to play real instruments so that u can be an actual composer b4 u proclaim urself as a music producer ...so b4 u all confess ur undying love for music....understand its importance 1st and learn to be eclectic.



-when I was born the doctor shot heroin up my veins and I've been dope ever since-

Thursday, March 13, 2008

I am a Hip-Hop Fan....

Here's a lil "ode to hip-hop" i wrote in like 05' holla if ya hear me lol...

Hip Hop is a culture that inspires everything from media to commercial, to sports and education. A magical blend of attitude, strength, personality, soul and determination. If you take the time to listen, you will realize it ain't always fun and for some it may require concentration. And the culture is so serious, that i can guarantee it will continue to take over the whole entire nation. Hip Hop ain't for everybody, only the ones who are open and understanding, but be sure to come correct with your game because the public can be demanding. So remember while you listen to your radio and when your watching your TV, Hip Hop will be the most exhilarating thing you that you will hear, feel and see.

Word Up! lol

I'm Dreezy...I write...

This is something I wrote last year (1/24/07 to be exact lol...I dated it). It doesn't apply to anyone now...but has it ever? maybe...maybe not! "i'll never tellll" lol....


Not the One to Say It

See everybody knows that I’m not the one to say it.
Cause damn it, love is just way too complicated.
So instead of “I love you”, I tease “you get on my nerves!”
But quite honestly I feel that my love’s too much for words.
Just listening to you is amazing and your smile is captivating.
You would think that the guy is the one who runs the game,
Lets not forget that when we met, I asked for your name.
From time to time I bat my eyes and flip my hair,
In hopes that I can get just one stare…from you.
Now everyone knows that I’m not the one to say it.
Cause being in love is just too damn complicated.
So I throw jokes around just to hear you laugh.
And hope that one day this week you’ll cross my path.
And even if you’re not around, you’re probably on my mind.
What do I mean probably? Cause you are all of the time.
I wonder what you’re doing at random points of the day.
As I pray I ask God to make sure you’re okay.
Friends tell me I’m in love and I guess I’d have to say…its true.
Though I thought I would never be the one to say it,
Since being in love with someone is too complicated.
I love you even more than I imagined I could.
Though I haven’t told you yet, I think I probably should.
But instead, I wrote this shit down hoping that you’d find it and read it
At the same time hoping that nobody else would ever see it.
I don’t like putting my feelings out on the line.
I would rather prevent rejection and hold on to my pride.
But I suppose its time to grow up and release the feelings inside…that I have for you.
I never thought that I would ever be the one to say,
That I love you even more than I did yesterday
And since today is another new day
I can only consider that tomorrow is a day away
Which means my love for you will continue to grow
And I don’t care how much I used to hate to say it
I love you, I love you, I love you
And I don’t give a damn if its complicated.



=). Hope you enjoyed!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Soooo....I guess I'll go ahead and update haha...

Here I am.....
Its 08...
That's wassup...lol


sooooo what is there to say....

I like this year so far mos def....

I brought in the new year riiiiiiiggghhhhhhttt in so many ways lmao....
I'm makin money....
Cool classes....
Singin back up for RAQUEL! (www.myspace.com/raquelmusic.com)
Might start recording.....just as a new hobby...why waste talent??
Ummm I like someone new....he's lowkey the bizz....probably the most random situation ever though lol....
Let go of a few things...
Got a new hair color....its red....lol
Enhanced my swagg....then again....it was pretty mean already lol.....
I think that's all I can think of for now...but considering its only mid-February...that's quite a bit I'd say haha


-When I was born, the doctor shot heroin up my veins...I've been dope ever since...-