So I Was Just Thinking...

A close friend of mine recently lost his uncle.

And I sure do miss mine...even though I have others...

It's been almost 3 yrs and its still tough seeing my aunt w/out him. Or not being at his house for 4th of July or just plain going to his house without him being there...

Well my dude. You are a strong young man and I'm absolutely positive you can get through it with your fam & with the help of your friends cuz we love u!

You Know What's BOMB?!

ATHLETES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Like damn I can't stress how much I love basketball and football players....
I could rock w/ baseball players too lol...
Like OMG...they're the bomb! lol

What is it about it you ask???

Hmmmmmmm let's see...I'll try and list some stuff....

• That SWAGGGGGGGGG......its amaaaaaazing...I'm like a swag addict! And they are my supplierssssss lol
• Those BODS.....nuff said
• Accomplishment-GOOD atheletes are preferred lol...that seems mean...but its honest lol
• Skill & finesse is awesome
• Competitiveness is sexy....their drive to win!! OH YESSSSSSSS
• Popularity...People know and love them...its cool......til it gets outta hand lol & it can't go to his head...
• Height....I don't really do the whole short thing....I'm short enough on my own lol...if I put on heels & he's still taller, he's good then lol (kinda superficial I know...but I'm just keepin it 100 haha)
• Some can play more than one sport....multitalented...that's hot!

I wouldn't say those are in a specific order of dopeness...but you catch my drift.

I gotta marry an athelete......He doesn't even have to be pro man....money is nice but that's not what I'm into them for haha although.......

That is a plus lmao....jk jk jk

I like to referr to them as the future loves of my life =)

They're pretty DOPE in my book lol

Reporting Live Via Sidekick

So I was listening to "Dear Summer" by none other than my favorite rap artist: JAY-Z! And I thought about how weak this summer has been.....and I brought the beat back and came up with this...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear summer,

You let me down
There were too many frowns
Not as many laughs
As you brought in the past
Things aint the same
08 is pretty lame
Missin 07 and its a shame
We expected too much
I was in such a rush
For you to get here
And now I don't even care
With a few weeks left I hope u redeem
Yourself, cuz ur the dullest since I turned 18
And well, all I can do is wait for the next
Summer 08 is remembered but it won't be missed.

-Yours truly

I'm on a fuckin bloggin rolllle bitch!

Ok, so I know I said he makes me sick...But this isn't necesarily for him. lol I wrote this about a week or two ago so that was a coincidence lol. Besides....my poetry is always an extreme perspective of something I'm feeling about something or someone. So don't get all hyped up haha.

Title: Ill Therapy
By: ANM

I don't know what it is but...you make me sick.....
I'm talkin runny nose, coughin, sneezin
Sore throat, watery eyes, weezin
Headaches so bad, can't sleep
Weak stomach-no appetite, can't eat
In bed all day
Can't walk no way
Called off work then had to miss school
But I've never seen influenza look this cool
Vitamin C and chicken soup
Drinking plenty of water and orange juice
Trying to get better but nothing's getting through
And it must have something to do with you.
No matter what kind of medicine I decide to take
Your sickness is still too hard to shake
So basically I'm saying you're ILL
And who in their right mind would want to take a pill
To cure something that can feel so great
You sicken me
I wouldn't have it any other way

.....Immediately

NOW......This summer sucks because...

1. I'm single at a time when no1 else is....LAME! this is one of the FEW times being single bothers me.
2. I'm not drinking enough. As HORRIBLE as that may sound....I've come to terms with my alcoholism and decided to embrace it lol
3. I'm single and I want him.
4. I've been home on way too many weekend nights.
5. I'm single.
6. People aren't having as many functions as they used to.
7. I'm not living up to my own expectations.
8. I need more money to do what I want.
9. Its so boring but its moving too fast.
10. I wanna spend more time with him.


From August 1st 1:00 pm to September 2nd 8:00 am I'm on complete fucking vacation. I have one whole month to step it up sooooo


"Let's put a smile on that face!"

To Be Continued.....

Soooooo let's get into how I thought this was gonna be a supercalifragilisticexpialidocious summer annnnnnd...its NOT. I have a list of a few reasons as to why....I'll get to that in another blog...In the mean time let's explore why its not so bad.....

1st: June was filled with the excitement of younger friends heading off to prom and graduating (finally lol). My lil sis culminated from middle school and is headed to ALEXANDER HAMILTON HIGH SCHOOL ACADEMY OF MUSIC (WHOOP WHOOP!!) She had a lil graduation party and I noticed that I'm pretty short cuz most of her friends (and including her) are taller than me.......what the fuck were they feeding the children born in 94?!?! Thennnn Jenn had a dope kickback at her crib. TIU! I got some "cupcaking" done lol. OHHHHHH YEAHHHH. haha.... Visited the BFFs in San Bern for 3 days. It was a nice get away!

2nd: July is the greatest month ever because it is the month in which I, Adrianna(The Great) Nicole Mason, was born. On the 17th of July year 1988 to be exact lol. I started back at work at the beginning of the month. Then my bday came along and I went to the cheesecake factory and had a party that weekend and it wasn't quite what I wanted but still turned out pretty good. I finally got to take a Gigi Torres class! SHIT WAS BOMB!

3rd: Two of the ILLEST movies.. The Dark Knight and Step Brothers finally came out. I went to see it with him. Heath Ledger really did a fantasmical job on the Joker role. "Why so serious?".... Fuckin Will Ferell and John C Riley are comical geniuses. "This is how we do it!" lol....

And about him...He makes me freakin sick...He's always arguing and fuckin tellin me when I shoulda went through yellow (almost red) lights. He reclines the passenger seat and leaves it that way cuz he says its "his seat". He says stuff that gets on my friggin nerves. He's so damn difficult....but.......I love the challenge. And THAT'S why I like him...why the hell else would I put up with his shit?!?! I know you're reading that saying "awwwwwww that's cuuute" (cough cough JENNIFER cough cough)....and you know what...


You're damn right it is.

Reporting to you live via sidekick lol

Have u ever realized just how amazing music is?? Some of u say music is ur life...but I don't think u realize just how beautiful it is....if ur some1 who raps or sings or dances and u can't sit and appreciate a classical orchestra performance....then music is not ur life...rapping, singing, or dancing is, not *music* itself. If ur some1 who is a "producer" or an aspiring 1....try learning how to play real instruments so that u can be an actual composer b4 u proclaim urself as a music producer ...so b4 u all confess ur undying love for music....understand its importance 1st and learn to be eclectic.



-when I was born the doctor shot heroin up my veins and I've been dope ever since-